Eyes Closed

Yeah Is there anything to say To take me straight to heaven To know I've been forgiven? No 'Cause I'm running out of ways To hold it all together Is the wrong mistake gonna last forever? You know I've tried a thousand times But now I'm dying to live with my eyes closed Trying to fly with no halo Maybe I don't wanna know If I'm gonna lose it all I'm gonna lose it all with my eyes closed Eyes closed Am I gonna hit rewind? Say I'm starting over Never get me closer No 'Cause I'm waiting for a sign I need it more than ever Is the wrong mistake gonna last forever? But now I'm dying to live with my eyes closed Trying to fly with no halo Maybe I don't wanna know If I'm gonna lose it all I'm gonna lose it all with my eyes closed Eyes closed Can't be forgiven But I'll hold my breath So close to heaven All I see is death Can't be forgiven But I'll hold my breath So close to heaven All I see is death Falling through the hole inside my chest 'Cause giving up is all that I have left Thought hiding from myself was for the best But now I'm dying to live with my eyes closed Trying to fly with no halo Maybe I don't wanna know If I'm gonna lose it all (gonna lose it all) I'm gonna lose it all with my eyes closed Eyes closed You know I've tried A thousand times Dying to live with my eyes closed