CIGARETTE

So far away So far away So far away Get it done I'ma keep on shooting 'cause I came with this extendo (this extendo) This is really me, nah, this is not a demo (demo) I been hurting for so long, you get the memo I signed this shit with blood Disconnect my love, you is not my brother I don't think you gon' find nobody other than me To be as real as I was when you had no place to sleep I don't give a fuck, I don't care no more You niggas really turned me to this motherfuckin' animal I feel so damn terrible, shit The way they talk about me, I must be a fucking cannibal Why try so hard? Why do I try so hard? I'm gon' be the motherfucking guy you made me I play into it, I never let it faze me Mama, mama I wish I was the kid I was back then when you raised me But the kid I was back then must've escaped me Now I'm the product of some people that just hate me Oh, cigarette Sometimes my life just feels like it's a fuckin' cigarette I think I figured it out They only need me when they need a motherfuckin' fix They use me to feel better, then they throw my ass out Oh, I, oh, I can't believe that it's come to this So many times I've thought of just callin' it quits I used my blood as ink, that's as real as it gets, ayy