born to lose

I would never shower if it wasn't for my roommates Haven't left the house in so long, pretty sure it's Tuesday It could be Wednesday, but never Sunday It doesn't matter, no one's calling me Every time I open up my phone I am reminded Seeing all the fun I used to have, it's now behind me There's no denying (no denying) We're only dying (only dying) And I got more than one foot in the grave Ooh, I could do my makeup like I used to do Looking like someone who wasn't born to lose Ooh, ooh, to lose Ooh, ooh, to lose I picked so many battles that I broke in two Now I'm just the half, who knows she's born to lose Ooh, ooh, to lose Ooh, ooh, to lose Ah-ah Maybe it's better that I've accepted it Even though I'm depressed and irrelevant God, I miss being a teenager more than I care to admit (ah, ah, ah, ah, ah) Ooh, I could do my makeup like I used to do Looking like someone who wasn't born to lose Ooh, ooh, to lose Ooh, ooh, to lose I picked so many battles that I broke in two Now I'm just the half, who knows she's born to lose Ooh, ooh, to lose (yeah, yeah, yeah) Ooh, ooh, to lose (yeah, yeah, yeah) How can I be hopeful when it's getting so dystopian? And nothing's ever gonna feel the way it always felt back then I'm Mr. Peaked in high school, but I never even went Ooh, I could do my makeup like I used to do Looking like someone who wasn't born to lose Ooh, ooh, to lose (born to lose) Ooh, ooh, to lose (yeah, yeah, yeah) I picked so many battles that I broke in two Now I'm just the half, who knows she's born to lose Ooh, ooh, to lose Ooh, ooh, lose