Shimmering Scars

The coldest summer You withdrew further And gave a little less You took the Sun away You say you're with me Then ghost right through me I'll never understand how it slipped away All I ever dreamed of Has fled to the stars And hides in the dark And everyone I reached for They tear me apart Encoding my heart With shimmering scars Stonewall silence I beg for guidance But every vow we made Unravelled through the pain And if you say it's nothing Then why are your eyes still flooding? We stamped the embers out I carried half the blame All I ever dreamed of Has fled to the stars And hides in the dark Everyone I reached for They tear me apart Encoding my heart With shimmering scars Was I not enough? Was I not enough? What still remains? I don't wanna break Was I not enough? Was I not enough? I can't start again And carry half the blame I carry half the blame All I ever dreamed of Has fled to the stars And hides in the dark Everyone I reached for They tear me apart Encoding my heart With shimmering scars I can't start again